A working title with chapter headings

Title: Teaching Others / Teaching Self: My life as a teacher.

1. Now.

The girl in class.

Why choose this story to begin? What it shows about the decisions I make and the methods I employ as a teacher.



effects on them, effects on me

Where did I learn all this stuff. What were the influences.

The Roadmap

The Drawing

Significant Points and Surrounding Contexts

Social – the “times” and their effect

Pedagogical – where I learned about teaching

Personal – baggage I brought to the task

Positioning – privileged white male

2. Early programming.

Pictures in the red book.

School memories.

Miss Kendrick’s fourth grade.

The migrant kids.

High School earth science.

Lots of activities.

Throwing up student council experiences.


TV and the Bus Boycott

3. College

Going to college. Boxed in. No choices.




Time of threat.

Growing up in the cold war.

Intellectual growth: the truth of multiple perspectives.

What comes after?

The inevitability of fighting or alternative service after graduation.

The rejection, the bounce, UTPP.

4. Learning to Teach: teaching as a social justice mission


What’s good money?

Marching in Montgomery.



5. The Move To Vermont

Cleveland or Burlington: was this a choice

What informed me then.

early childhood

kindergarten classes


6. Vermont


Political Encroachment

The Standards Board

the promise

the fall

political games in the name of equity

Standards and Curriculum

Barnes: the decision

7. Complex Instruction

working with dottie

data informed

structured inquiry



delegating authority

status – focus where it should be

emphasis on the “all”

it works

the girl in class

empowering my students, empowering me.

8. Epilogue – Uncovering my hidden curriculum

gender and race

what I’ve come to know

the me others say I am

the me I say I am

keeping on, with ever larger senses

contact, relationship, growing through others

re-starting again? or am I stuck…

Was in Florida last week at the JFK Charter school. Having trouble getting my writing feet back under me today. Doing some detail things that saps energy and need to be done. This is hard. Maybe tonight after all is quiet.

I’m not quite sure where to go at this point. Momentum has lagged.

Had another a-ha over the weekend. Had read a wonderful little piece from Vanessa’s loaner, called “Can I Get A Witness: Testimony from a hip hop feminist.” Shani (Jamila) was writing about the seeming conflict for her of being a hip hop (per) and a feminist at the same time. She writes

“They are the two baic things tha mold us. However, we must not confuse having love for either one with blind defense. We have to love them enough to critique both of them and challenge them to grow – beyond the materialism and misogyny that has come to characterize too much of hip hop, beyond the exptermism that feminism sometimes engages in. As women of the hip hop generation we need a feminist consciousness that allows us to examine how representations and images can be simultaneously empowering and problematic.”

The phrase “simultaneously empowering and problematic” really hit me. I wasn’t expecting where it sent me. My mind went right to the core of what I’m trying to do with my writing. That called to mind a conversation with Joel Heir following Suzanne’s oral on Thursday. I was trying to explain to Joel what I was doing and I felt I was really stumbling around, almost apologizing for what I was trying to do. What was that all about? He said something like this in response: So you are trying to write to guys like me and what you are trying to say to us is ,

“Hang in there. There are moments in your life that made you the power that you are today. If you understand them, you’ll invigorate your place and purpose in your piece of our collective struggle for social justice in this country. I’m writing to show you mine and to show you how I’ve come to understand their place in my life’s journey. Knowing they all kind of fit together is at once comforting and inspiring to me. Maybe my journey can spark a greater awareness on your part of your journey and how they person you are now is a kind of culmination of all the good stuff that has come before.”

Awfully wordy. But the idea answers some basic questions…

What’s important to you now?


How did you get here?

What is it you want to accomplish now?

How is this different from other times in your life?

What leaves you with a smile on your face and feeling of having done your “mission” well?

How do you answer the “you” others want to make you?

What’s the difference you see between how you see yourself and how you think others might see you?

How is this true for a privileged white guy? How do you make sense of it? How do you come to peace with it? What would you say to critics?

Oh, here is the a-ha. It goes back to Shani’s “empowering and problematic” comment. I was struck by the realization that all along, I (white male privileged dude) may have been writing this stuff in order to gain acceptance, in order to feel empowered. But its like in the politics of race and gender, I can never really clear the deck, make a clean sweep as it were, of who I am by trying to state clearly once and for all, “Now I understand who I am.” Whatever understanding(s) I arrive at will always be empowering and problematic. I have to understand the problematic nature of them goes with the territory and I don’t think I quite realized that before.

So what this has me thinking is to create a series of responses to paragraphs that from the point of view of African American social critics, are critical of who I represent. My responses would situate the criticisms in my life stories. They would particularlize broad sweeping statements and in the particular personalization, establish a personal meaning for me and perhaps, for others. Maybe the quotes become truth texts to the stories, and part of the stories is my working with the truth texts. Or maybe the quotes introduce sections of several stories that allow me to interpret and ground the meaning of the quote in the particular experience of one man.


The Multiage Years


Multiage Classrooms in Vermont:

Mismatch Comes Home To Roost


When I came to Vermont, I quickly became immersed in the progressive ferment that enveloped Vermont education in the early 1970’s. The Vermont State Board of Education, led by Harvey Scribner, a visionary Commissioner of Education, had adopted a framework for learning called “The Vermont Design for Education.” The Vermont Design publicly put the world on notice that Vermont considered the most facilitative environment for children’s learning in schools to be an environment that was personalized, child centered, and developmental. It was a classroom setting where children were free to pursue learning that was motivated by their own peculiar interests. If a child’s interests could be sparked, promoted, and extended, then with skillful teaching, all else (ie. everything else they needed to know along the way) would follow. This was the era of the Open Classroom.

Across the length and breadth of Vermont, school boards reconsidered the organization of their schools. By the time I made my (first and only) academic home the University of Vermont, so-called open classrooms, complete with integrated curricula, mixed aged family groupings of students, and lots of inquiry based learning were in full swing across the length and breadth of Vermont. Teachers everywhere were encouraged to read the latest publications to emerge from the schools of Leistershire, England. It seems where I was, everyone was scrutinizing the works of John Blackie, Joan Tough, Joseph Featherstone, Vincent Rogers, Casey and Lisa Murrow, Lady Plowden, and Sir Alec Clegg. And it also seemed like everyone, whether they wanted to or not, was studying Jean Piaget.

I thrust myself into the middle of these very exciting times. Weekly my phone would ring. On the other end would be a teacher, or a principal, or a parent asking for perspective, assistance, help. There was great variety in the quality of Open Classroom teaching in Vermont. Smart teachers trained by those in the know created some amazing classroom learning environments. Other smart teachers, dumped into untenable grouping arrangements who knew better than to believe in the magic of what they read, struggled. Well organized open classrooms were seductive places. It all looked so simple. Well functioning rooms were set up with several study areas, kids met to plan their work and solve their conflicts, often two or three times during a day. Visual expression and physical movement as well as the more traditional products of reading and writing defined the learning tasks, and children were busy, busy, busy. In the rooms that worked well, learning was hard and fun and engaging, all at once and for most of the day.

Learning in Multiage

To me, the multiage classroom/family grouping aspect of the open classroom was by far its most interesting component. Unlike those who were drawn to the open classrooms because of their connection with Vermont’s rural one room schools, or those who liked the freedom of choice inherent in the open classroom model, or even those who believed the only good education was an education that gave children direct, hands-on experience with what they were learning, the strongest attribute of well functioning multiage classrooms that spoke to me was the “mismatched” nature of the classroom environment. I interpreted these mixed age groupings of children to be an ideal developmental arrangement of minds when it came to fostering academic learning. My point of view clearly derived from my own teacher education at the hands of my Urban Teacher mentors and the research I’d done with CST during my doctoral program. In addition, I believed most children learned and achieved more in these informal, choice driven, indirect learning settings than settings that were more formal, rigid, and teacher-directed. When these classes functioned well with a proper degree of structure and routine, they were the best of possible school worlds for children. I loved spending time in multiage classrooms where the conceptual development of children hell bent on investigating something of fascination was palpable. When a hush came over the assembled multitudes, I could almost hear the synaptic connections forming.

Multiage classrooms were on an up cycle when I came to higher education. Why? Well, any time schools in the US appear to be in a downward cycle of failure, proposals to change school organization flood the school policy world. The last 60s and 1970s were such a time. Spurred on by Sputnik and driven by an almost paranoid fear of losing the cold war, school reorganization became one more societal change advocated during this era.

The idea of mixed age, family groups children learning together in richly provisioned classrooms held an amazingly powerful symbolic attraction. Don’t forget, this was the era in education over which Jerome Bruner’s invocation that any child could learn any concept if that concept were properly presented (ie. developmentally “tuned”) held sway. This meant, of course, that failure to learn was in reality, mostly a failure to teach. Ideas like older siblings teaching their younger brothers and sisters, family groupings bonded together with warm affection across children of different ages, the emotions being seen as useful in the motivation of cognition (feelings at least accompanying if not provoking thinking, in other words), extended families supporting and nurturing the development of children, close collaborative ties between school and home; well, they were enough to fire anyone’s imagination of what could be and even should be, rather than what was.

Schools were considered in need of renovation from the ground up, animosity between whites and blacks in the cities, continued disparity among rich and poor with respect to school success, all these dynamics drove an increasing strident national call for school reorganization. It didn’t hurt, of course, that news from mother England carried with it stories of school success even in huge industrial coal towns such as Birmingham. The Plowden Report, England’s NCLB act of 1967, an amazingly child-centered document, was read extensively in this country. Surely, if there was a way of schooling that could reach English children, even those from bleak, depressed cities, then such schooling could work here as well, or so the reasoning went. America’s naivety shown forth in its full glory. If the Brits could do it, then we could do it better. It didn’t hurt that urban models in this country, models like Lillian Weber’s Open Corridors Program in the heart of New York City were successful in emulating the ideas if not the actualities of the British Infant Schools. Of course the Open Corridor Program had Lillian Weber, an brilliant translator of the English model to the American reality. Way too many programs were started as implants, driven by our youthful and ignorant enthusiasm for success.

The question that was subtext to all these conversations, of course, was, “In what kind of learning environment do children learn best?” Not a new question in American education. And from the perspective of 2005, perhaps not even the right question to ask. But in 1970, educational research was beginning to use new systems and protocols to think about how to research that question. Computer analysis was just beginning to change the face and facility of educational research, forever during this time. And more complicated computer models and observational protocols that used those computer models were beginning to come on line. I was quite taken by one of these protocols and it gave me an angle on the learning process/achievement (aptitude/treatment interactions) relationship that provided a different kind of insight into the success potential of multiage classrooms. The observational protocol was called Flanders System of Interaction Analysis, after Ned Flanders, designer of the system.

Interaction analysis allows you to keep track of ongoing interaction between two or more actors over a period of time. Flander’s system tracks verbal interaction between teachers and students. Heavily weighted towards teacher talk, Flanders permits you to keep track of the following categories of classroom talk over time:

Teacher Talk

1 = teachers statements that accept student feelings;

2 = teacher statements that praise and encourage;

3 = teacher statements that accept student ideas;

4 = teacher questions;

5 = teacher statements that lecture or give information;

6 = teacher statements that give directions;

7 = teacher statements that criticize or justify teacher authority;

Student Talk

8 = student statements that respond to a teacher question or comment;

9 = student statements that demonstrate student initiated thought or extended thinking;

Silence and/or Confusion (category #10).

Combining Categories 1-3 created a measure of indirect teacher talk, while combining categories 4-6 created a measure of direct teacher talk. IA allowed us to record the type of verbal interaction over time, then created a way of entering the chronological data into a matrix presentation where anyone could see the pattern of the interactions that occurred over the observational period.

Interaction analysis was not a new research methodology. In 1951, Robert Bales and Fred Strodtbeck authored a similar system for analyzing small group interaction. Flanders extended their idea to the teaching/learning arena. Thousands of studies of classroom teaching and learning in many countries around the world were analyzed using Flanders’ system across all grade levels and content areas. In graduate school, we became so intimate with the categories, we used to have numbered conversations, just for the fun of it.

Flanders eventually carried out research linking interaction patterns to school achievement. Relatively high positive correlational data associated indirect patterns of interaction with higher academic achievement and test scores. There was a certain degree of face validity to this research. In classrooms where children’s ideas were promoted and accepted with ample amounts of praise and encouragement, children would be processing information more actively. Talking about what you were learning serves to consolidate and elaborate information. Naturally, if you were tested on this information, children who had the opportunity to actively process what it meant as opposed to children who merely listened to teachers process what it meant, seemed to learn more. These findings, though disputed – not uncommon in educational research, especially with claims that attempt to link teaching style and student outcome – achieved a fair degree of notoriety (?) across the decade of the seventies and it was in the midst of this wave of excitement that I arrived in Vermont.

Multiage Up-Close

As I looked at multiage classrooms, what I saw before me was what might be called an archetypical indirect teaching environment. In Flanders terminology, these were classrooms where verbal interaction was more indirect. Teachers facilitated rich curricular investigations by children. Highly effective open (multiage) classrooms generated high rates of both teacher and student input. Teacher input was non-traditional. A table might have several sets of colored linking cubes upon it, each one an example of halfs but expressed in different mixed fractions (2/4, 4/8, 5/10, and so on). On the table would be a question: “What’s the same about these constructions? What’s different? Record your answers in a complete sentence. Find someone and compare your answers. Be prepared to share your answer in circle.” High teacher structure (the table was organized in a particular way for a particular outcome, the routines of investigation were firmly established) and high student structure (look, handle, discuss, write, present, defend) typified this seemingly obvious task. In situations such as these, students constructed multiple responses and found multiple ways to address the interesting questions that appeared before them. Rich arguments would ensue, all supposedly ensuring that student understanding of the abstraction “one-half” would deepen (be understood and demonstrated in several different ways). The multiage classrooms I learned from in Vermont were classrooms that provoked learning because the mix of children age wise guaranteed there would be ways of viewing questions that were both more primitive and sophisticated at the same time.

This overlapping of complexity was rich indeed. It was the personification of the ideal mismatched environment that Hunt and a host of other cognitive psychologists advocated for healthy intellectual growth. It meant children could attack fairly sophisticated concepts at their own level of entry, while simultaneously seeing and hearing how other children pursued their solutions. Children could rehearse the creation of solutions for problems that were beyond their level just by looking on. Other children, in explaining their thinking, established deeper understanding for having to explain why they did what they did. Thinking was always propelled forward in those moments. And from Flanders’ perspective, what was going on was a whole bunch of open ended questioning, accepting of student ideas, encouraging student work, and acknowledgement that this learning was both exciting and challenging and frustrating and joyful – accepting student feelings. These kinds of classrooms were where thoughts and feelings and actions moved together as one. Learners were whole human beings.

The fact that educators could ground these practices in the elaborate cognitive philosophy of Jean Piaget and later, Lev Vygotsky, provided a powerfully persuasive ethos to advocate for multiage practices. In Vygotskian terms, a multiage classroom was a zone of proximal development for all its learners. Anne and her teammates over time created their own multiage culture and language. I could hear it in the rituals and practices pursued by their children, every day of the week.

Explore Time Up Close and Personal

One of my favorite times during the day in successful multiage classrooms was a time known variously as explore, explore time, activity time, choice, or even free (horrors!) time. Still is, for those few remaining classrooms who have been able to hang ont to “explore” in the face of absurdly unreasonable curricular demands. Functionally, it is a time during the day when children get to choose what it is they want to do and with whom they want to do it.

The concept by itself is enough to drive human beings who don’t think children can make good choices on their own behalf, and most certainly not good educational choices on their own behalf, nuts! They imagine, and probably can cite actual evidence imagined or otherwise, that as soon as Explore begins, kids turn into destructive monsters, jumping from game to game, running roughshod over each other, promoting all kinds of horrible chaos –what a favorite word to the denigrators of the open classroom movement. Teachers of explore time totally abrogate their academic duties for which they are graciously paid, leaving their children unattended to or worse, fully ignored. And so on, ad nauseum.

At the time, there were precious few books describing what excellent multiage practice, including explore time, looked like in American schools. So I decided to do something about it. I felt I’d cut my eye-teeth on coming to understand multiage in all its varieties. I hadn’t taught it, but I’d come close in all my observing and advising. During my second sabbatical at UVM, I decided to spend a semester studying and describing good multiage practice. My book, Multiage Portraits: Teaching and Learning in Mixed-Age Classrooms, came straight out of this research. This book was simply an attempt to picture in words what good multiage practice looked like. Four very good teachers of multiage classrooms co-authored sections of Portraits with me. During this period of research, I looked closely at explore time. I was determined to show that far from the chaotic mess that often accompanied public diatribes against multiage (open) classrooms, well functioning explore times were quite the opposite. They were times of intense focus and over time, they became what was remembered as the best of this genre of classroom.

I’m going to describe part of a forty minute explore that occurred on March 20th, 1990. The description that follows comes directly from notes taken in Anne Bingham’s classroom on that Tuesday morning. But first, a little context about Anne’s room.

Anne’s classroom was one of four large sunlit rooms on the first floor of the Shelburne Community School. The school fronted the main street of Shelburne perhaps less than a hundred yards from the town center. Four teachers comprise the multiage team for this school. As a team of four, they’d been teaching together for eight years and taught a K-3 span of age. Each teacher had twenty children ranging in age from young fives to older eights in each of their four rooms. Ann and two of her partners had taught together for well over a decade and had been trained by Marion Stroud, an English “Headteacher” who had helped establish the Prospect School in North Bennington, VT. Their rooms were filled with a delicious variety of child tested games and puzzles and blocks and paints and worksheets and books and writing implements and, well, you get the picture. Children’s work was tastefully posted everywhere including the hallway outside the classroom doors. The work often illustrated some child’s solution to a problem or issue directly below the posting.

The team scheduled their Explore Time the same time every day of the week except Fridays. On Fridays, instead of Explore, they did a four-classroom assembly and sing-along. Once Explore began, children from each room could choose to go to any of the four multiage rooms. The rules were something like this: you must declare what you are going to do for explore time before leaving the opening circle, you can move to wherever space you want, you must respect each other’s space and property, no disrupting noise, you have to be able to explain what you are learning at any time anyone (a teacher) asks, and you can do school work if you want to. Here’s what it looked like that Tuesday morning.

I’m sitting in Ann’s room, watching the beginning of Explore Time. It’s 10:10am. Bright, warm, mid-morning sunlight floods in through the windows. It’s getting to spring and the mornings are actually a little hot in this room because the windows face the east. We are a little late beginning Explore this morning because circle time has gone on a bit with the unpacking of the dead cedar waxwing. The children are starting to twitch a little. Rosie can barely contain herself. Ann’s physical touch is the only tether to a system that wants to get moving! Ann pulls them all together and quickly polls what each is going to do, nodding seriously after each offering and questioning some of the more questionable decisions.

Again I am struck at how well this collection of five, six, seven, and eight year old boys and girls get along with each other. There are very tall third graders here waiting their turn with very small and delicate five year old Kindergarteners. They’ve learned each other pretty well. Now she excuses them in pairs and in ones. They are off. The chatter as they head off is like the heavy plug on a pressure cooker releasing it’s load of steam. Even though the bird study was really fascinating – Anne had brought it from home; the bird had broken its neck against her window and she’d stored it in her freezer until the right moment – they were really ready to go! I’ll see the bird again, I’m sure.

The room is as it always is. The diagram I’ve provided shows it is definitely not a place of rows of chairs and desks. There are clearly defined areas for large block play, small block play, reading and writing, painting, computer work, tables for constructive arts, and the rug space for practicing plays. A mix of coats chosen for a late winter’s day are hang along the wall opposite the warming windows. Boots line up mostly in pairs, outside the door on the east edge of the long first floor hallway. It surprises me how many kids can be in the hallway at this time and not get enamoured with playing kick the boot!

At 10:10,

• Two third grade boys, one kindergarten boy and two kindergarten girls are working together with the unifix cubes. Their space is cramped. In a few minutes, one of the kindergarten girls moves on to play a board game with the teacher; the other one moves one container of cubes to an empty adjacent table. She starts to play with them, exploring and investigating different ways of fitting them together. It looks like she is following a plan in her head but I don’t know what it is and I don’t want to interrupt her to ask; I think she watched some third graders make complicated constructions with them the day before, constructions where squares were hidden within squares;

• Two second grade girls are playing with the legos on a yard square building sheet toward the back wall. The building sheet is used so their construction can be moved all together in one piece and so it can be continued the next day. Lego constructions and big block constructions (when the center is open – it isn’t today) are the only constructions that can be left up over the course of three or four days; it allows for much richer and deeper play;

• Two second grade boys and one kindergarten boy play Uno. The kindergarten boy joins the unifix group after a short while;

• Two third graders, a boy and a girl, work on the computer; I’m not sure what they are doing. I’ll have to get over there.

• Two first grade boys paint on the easel, they joke and laugh quietly back and forth with each other; their painting continues a pattern of concentric circles that they were drawing yesterday; David finishes the painting he started the day before and leaves the easel;

• A kindergarten girl plays a board game with the teacher on the black board. This girl is joined by the girl who moved from the unifix activity;

• Mallory, a third grade girl reads a story to herself at one of the tables. She is so intent, I don’t think she’d notice if an elephant strolled in the room. Maybe in her mind an elephant is strolling in the room. Maybe that’s why she’s so intent.

At 10:15,

• The two boys, a kindergartener and a third grader, and the two girls, also a kindergartener and a third grader, continue to play with the cubes; Brent, the third grade boy, is basically fooling around. He is quite immature. He keeps grabbing Sean’s construction. Sean calls Anne, loud enough for Brent to hear but not for Anne to hear; Brent stops.

• Two second grade girls continue to play with the legos;

• Two second grade boys continue to play Uno;

• One more third grade boy joins the computer crew;

• Two kindergarten girls are now painting; both boys have finished their work;

• A first grade girl now works with Anne on the board game; the game is really a conversion activity for measuring using the European system;

• Mallory continues on with her story. She’s actually frowning now.

At 10:20,

• The two kindergarten children continue to work with the cubes; the two third graders end their involvement and join the computer crew;

• The two second grade girls continue to play with the legos;

• The two second grade boys continue to play with Uno;

• One kindergarten girl continues to paint at the easel; the other joins the board game;

• Mallory continues on with her story.

So far, six children from other rooms have participated in activities in this room and seven children from this room are in one of the other three rooms.

At 10:25,

• The two kindergarten children continue to work with the cubes;

• The two second grade girls continue to play with the legos;

• Bonnie Douglas, special educator, comes in and takes one of the second grade Uno players out of the room so the Uno game ends. The other second grader leaves the room;

• Five third graders are now huddled around the computer, three are from other rooms;

• One kindergarten girl continues to paint at the easel;

• One kindergarten girl continues to play with Anne on the board game;

• The third grade girl continues on with her story.

At 10:30,

• The cube play has ended;

• The two second grade girls are still at it with the legos;

• The Uno game is over;

• The five are still huddled over the computer though they have switched who’s at the keyboard;

• The easel, story reading, and board game is as before; and,

• Two kindergarten boys have started to draw with markers.

And on it goes. No chaos here. Kids enter and leave the room not quite quietly but not in a manner that disturbs anyone. I hear it if kids were disturbing. The computer group is animated and having a good time playing Oregon Trail. Their noise is clearly within bounds. I know this because I’ve seen Anne look their way a couple of times but she doesn’t speak to them. The kids feel her eyes, I think! Most kids are involved in conversation about what they are doing . But I also hear that other kind of conversation, the kind of parallel conversation that kids have while they are doing something that doesn’t require or invite talk about what they are doing. The flavor of these conversations is all about what’s going on in their lives right now. Vacation coming up, what happened in gym yesterday, what they’ll do during lunch recess today, who will play what game with whom, a movie seen over the weekend, and so on. I notice lots of smiles flash across their faces during this time, I hear some giggles and laughter here and there, especially with Mallory reading that book – it must be funny now. There’s little noticeable activity jumping during this forty-five minute explore time: the cubes were worked with for twenty minutes, the legos 40+ minutes, Uno 20 minutes until the special educator interrupted and stopped the game, the computer 40+ minutes, the painting easel was in use for twenty minutes, the measuring board game 40, the drawing 20, and the cutting and stapling 10 minutes.

Explore time charted out like this day after day. It was a time of significant continuity and routine. If anything, the kids were involved in extended activities, far from the imagined idea that explore time was nothing more than a noisy period of time filled with kids flitting from activity to activity. If flitting went on, the teachers stepped in, usually involving the child in some work with them until they settled down. But on this day, my chart has no “f” upon it indicating that in this room, anyway, no flitting was observed. I also note there is no off task behavior during Explore. This is especially significant when compared with another portion of the day, math time, a time of day when kids work independently in their math folders while Anne calls groups of children to work with her. My observations indicate that over another forty-five minute period of time, an average of five kids are off task during every three-minute chunk of time.

Rarely did Explore Time take more than forty-five minutes. When it did, it was during a time the teachers used Explore to get ready for a larger event happening in Multiage. That event could be the preparation of materials for a parent’s night, it might be to get ready for a play, or it could be a wholly academic activity. For example, a teacher might decide pure and simple that more time was needed for math work. Explore was a period of them that could be taken for this kind of work. It happened, rarely, but it happened.

My observation concluded that Explore Time was worth its weight in gold. Years after, when adolescents and even graduates were interviewed about their memories of multiage, what they remembered the most was Explore Time and the things they did during explore. Explore time carried with it lasting positive emotions for the children of multiage, at least this multiage team. In many ways, Explore Time symbolized what Multiage came to mean not only to its advocates, but to the entire community. During my time there, the second generation of multiage children (children of the original children to go through multiage in its first years at Shelburne) were coming into multiage. Their parents talked about what a positive tone their time in these classrooms had set for their school experience. They asked if the end of the year camping trip still went on, if the teachers still held T-Shirt day, if the kindergarteners still made morning snack. Clearly, there was a culture operating here, a culture with common rules, roles, and understandings that persisted over time. These parents wanted their children to experience the same thing.

Why Multiage Worked; The Sadness of Its Loss

These days, it seems we have to justify anything we do in school according to whether or not it will lead to higher reading scores. If it doesn’t, get rid of it. If it doesn’t, do more of it. This is an unfortunate and misguided evolution in my mind. With ever increasing numbers of kids disassociating from the school experience, with the dropout rates climbing higher and higher, with statewide testing programs increasing the pressure on children and teachers to achieve at higher and higher rates, the idea that school should be a place where absorbing work happens has become an artifact of the past. And yet it is just such work that unifies the heart and soul and mind and spirit of children. And the last thing I read about children’s development, work such as this is a good thing. Having the mind, body, and soul working together as one strengthens the psyche and unifies a child’s identity. And teaching in a way that recognizes emotions, encourages children’s work, and accepts their academic ideas and builds from their self expressed interest, well Ned Flanders, at least, would have us believe that these kinds of setting lead to higher achievement as well.

What made multiage so powerful for learning was the fact that by definition, the multiage classroom had differential norms of achievement. Every child didn’t have to be on the same page at the same time, by definition! It made natural sense to have differing norms of achievement because everyone accepts that children of different ages have (and should have) different capacities and capabilities. Learning at the highest possible rate for YOU was an important standard in multiage practice. It was okay to be academically different as long as you were progressing along in the right direction.

The single age classroom has quite a different set of norms inherent within it. The assumption here is that there is a second grade standard (for example) that every second grader should be held up to. Pressure to succeed is built into the single age graded setting. No wonder schools continually experience children who fail at every grade level. The fact that every grade is leveled determines that a priori, we will have some children who don’t make it. What kind of sense does that make? It never made much actual sense to me. It still doesn’t. And to be honest, NCLB only magnifies the issue. Case in point? Drop out rates in Texas have increased precipitously since the implementation of school programming upon which NCLB is based.

Multiage Declines With NCLB

Multiage has died with recent standards based initiatives. Yes, multiage groupings remain in some schools. But they are a shell of their former selves. Children are re-grouped several times during the day for ability based math and ability based reading. What’s left? Not much except the affirmation that really, the only kind of learning that counts is that which strengthens your ability to read and compute. All else is, extra.

After fifteen national workshops on Multiage practice, I stopped my performances on the lecture circuit. National initiatives had overtaken me and I could no longer in good conscience advocate for a form of school organization that was going to disadvantage children given the way schools adopted required and graded curriculums in order to meet testing requirements. Frankly, I believe it is the lack of unified, holistic, interest driven, child centered curricula in schools today that drives the disaffection of young adults with their school experience. We live in a time of psychic alienation from the academic pursuits we force them to endure. And we are very much paying the price as the numbers of unmotivated, resisting school children continue to rise. These figures are reflected in the dramatic rise in special education referrals, emotionally driven outbursts, school violence, increase in dropout rates, rise in co-curricular participation and the professionalization of co-curricular activities for those who can afford it (this makes the drudgery of school more palatable, spectator and participant alike), and the continued separation of white and minority populations on almost every measure of school achievement.

keeping at it/meeting with RN

I felt like I’ve was telling more than showing, especially in the urban teaching/education entries. For the multiage entry, I used actual notes from being in that classroom, what ? fifteen years ago? Is that possible? Today I am going to go over this piece of writing and see if I can add some color – what it smelt like, sounded like, looked like. I wish i had the photo’s here. They would say a lot. I have them. I just have to remember to add them.

The breakfast with RN was very helpful. In prep, I’d put everything I’d written in a binder. Thinking of that organization was in itself, helpful. His comment was to keep on with the stories. Tell them. The time line was a good strategy. Just keep getting them out. Try to show more than tell, and see where it takes me.

I am starting to wonder about how to dig into APEX. It was so huge in my life, and yet how can I now show its relevance. maybe the florida trip, coming up Saturday. Tying that backwards to Beth, and forwards to the perhaps promise of new work… . Present and past, all in one.

I’ve also gotten clearer as to what I’m doing as a part of my corresponding with friends. Explaining it helps. I’m exploring the intellectual roots of my present work in equity… . I’m searching out in my life story, where the interest in teaching with a social justice agenda in mind came from in my life. And there are strands of thinking that create in a way the perspective i have on this work. The first strand, of course, is what I’ve learned about my “position” as a white, privileged, male and how this has affected my understanding of what’s happened to me and even influenced what’s happened to me. The second is a strand that traces the effect of shame in my life – the alcohol stuff – and how I work to get on top of it. It is so interesting pulling them apart because they are so intertwined. My consciousness of course goes right to the stories. The stories, though, are set against this tapestry of shame and privilege.

I’ll keep at it.