This is an absolutely fascinating read. The interplay of position, awareness of position, reaction and proaction, anger and acceptance, fury and love, all around the lullaby of slumber is so revealing and instructive. Turning the questions to me…
how do I identify
how am I identified
who do I try to please
how do I know myself
where is my fury placed
what is my accommodation
what are the benefits and burdens of this accommodation
how am I moving forward
what accommodations am I making from a place of sleep
what accommodations am I making from a state of awakeness
what is the lullaby I hear
the dream – candle wax, protection, fire angels, laurens, golden candles, meltings, roofs cracking open, the flood of sunlight…protector
We become what we are
by the refusal of that
which others have made us.
Jean Paul Sartre