This song conveys a sense of self discovery and longing when it comes to being in a new environment. As a first-year college student, I find that this journey allows me to grow in ways like never before, while also surrounding myself with like-minded people that highlights my truest self. As you read through this blog, be reminded of what it means to be authentic, present, and kind to yourself, because “everything is exactly where it needs to be..” 🎶
“Sometimes I wish I could photosynthesize so that just by being, just by shimmering at the meadow’s edge or floating lazily on a pond, I could be doing the work of the world while standing silent in the sun”
(Kimmerer / The Honorable Harvest : pg. 176)
Located in my own backyard, beyond the railroad, lies a serene pond and walkable path that explores the natural landscape of my hometown: Baldwinville, Massachusetts.
As I walked along the path I noticed the decaying nature around me, the stillness of the trees, and the light that glimmered between crispy leaves. Although this darker presence was felt back in Centennial Woods, this spot gifted me with more than its natural processes, but it also filled my soul with nostalgia and longing for my younger self. I recall moments on this path where my friends and I would roam around and take pictures when I was in middle school.
While noting the various tree species, I observed several Beech trees, Birches, and tall Eastern White Pines. The understory was very similar to Centennial Woods. The forest bed was furnished with decaying matter, and tiny plantings less than five feet.
As I further explored the surroundings of my phenology spot, I was in awe of this natural process that occured. The forest bed had been lifted from its roots, which revealed the true essence behind nature’s duties. These roots are a significant component to the forest bed, and reminded me what it truly means to be grounded.
Know the ways of the ones who take care of you, so that you may take care of them.
I felt a deep sense of gratitude as I observed the ecological changes that are occuring as we shift to stillness. Yet, I also felt my spirit lead with curiosity. Are these trees crying for help? Are they gifting this ecosystem with nutrients and a scared habitat?
My gift to nature was my inner-knowing. Although this wasn’t anything physical, it is my knowledge of metaphysics that acknowledges the divine being of nature’s connection to our souls. Kimmerer’s Honorable Harvest reminded me of the ways I can use my knowledge to lead with a sense of peace and reciprocity as I give and take in this world.
