The morning of my chemistry final I woke up feeling nauseous and riddled with anxiety. So, I decided it was the best time to go for a hike. I collected a bagel from the Marche and packed a bag with my camera, and hiked out to the beaver dam.
This time, I did not get lost, which was a new experience. It immediately made me feel more confident, and I felt my anxiety fade away.
I made it to the beaver dam and sat in the middle of the bridge and took some photos before sitting and enjoying my breakfast with the sounds of the birds around me.


I sat on the bridge and enjoyed the anxiety free moments of my day. This place was a part of me, just as I was a part of it. In those moments, the calm breeze and still water pushed my anxiety out of my mind, and I lived in the present.
Two people passed me while I sat there, and I saw how we interacted with the dam. While the trail was not maintained anymore, people still took advantage of the opportunity, yet very few took a moment to stop and really look around. Today’s culture moves so fast, we hardly look up from our phones, and we start to miss things.
I was looking at my phone when I heard a bird incredibly close. By the time I changed my camera lense, it was gone. So I waited, I was determined to find another bird and take a photo. I sat quietly for an extra thirty minutes before a bird flew to a tree behind me.

I realized that life is almost like a hiking trail. You start at the trailhead, and you finish at a different one. As you walk you encounter new obstacles, discover new places, and go up and down with the ridges. Sometimes you may have to double back, or stop and figure out where you are.
You might meet people along the way, other hikers on their own trails. They may go past you in the opposite direction. They could join you for a few miles, and then move on. Maybe some day someone will join you until the end of the trail. Regardless, you just keep hiking.
Until next year, enjoy the hike.



















































